{"id":696,"date":"2010-06-18T15:30:43","date_gmt":"2010-06-18T12:30:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=696"},"modified":"2017-05-11T22:04:12","modified_gmt":"2017-05-11T19:04:12","slug":"biraz-daha-aytmatov","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=696","title":{"rendered":"Biraz daha Aytmatov…"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"Ana-O\u011ful,<\/a>
Ana-O\u011ful, Stephen Armstrong<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Belki bir kitap\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n raflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorsunuzdur, bir kitab\u0131 elinize al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, bir iki sat\u0131r okuyup kitab\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 solu\u011fu koklamak istersiniz. Ya da kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda parmaklar\u0131n\u0131zla bir gezinti yaparken y\u0131llard\u0131r a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z sayfalar\u0131 a\u00e7mak ister can\u0131n\u0131z, sayfalar\u0131 aralar ve “bir iki sat\u0131r okuyay\u0131m, en son kimbilir ne zaman okumu\u015ftum” dersiniz. Size hemen “merhaba” diyen kitaplar vard\u0131r. Amac\u0131n\u0131z kitab\u0131 okumaya ba\u015flamak olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde okuma iste\u011fiyle dolars\u0131n\u0131z, hemen bir k\u00f6\u015feye \u00e7ekilip saatlerinizi vermek istersiniz. Bu, benim i\u00e7in \u015f\u00f6yle bir \u015fey i\u015fte:<\/p>\n

\u00dczerinde yeni y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f beyaz entarisi ve koyu renkli ba\u015fmenti, ba\u015f\u0131nda beyaz yazmas\u0131yla, bir ana, bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f tarlalar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en yolda a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ilerliyordu. Yan\u0131nda yak\u0131n\u0131nda kimsecikler yok. Yaz bitmi\u015f, tarlalarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar gitmi\u015f. K\u0131rlarda yank\u0131 yank\u0131 yay\u0131lan insan sesleri yok art\u0131k. Yollarda bulut bulut toz kald\u0131ran kamyonlar ve bi\u00e7erd\u00f6verler de yok. S\u00fcr\u00fcler hen\u00fcz an\u0131zlara sal\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f.<\/em><\/p>\n

Uzakta, boz renkli b\u00fcy\u00fck yolun \u00f6tesinde, sonbahar bozk\u0131r\u0131 g\u00f6z alabildi\u011fine uzan\u0131yor. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, bir yerlerden ak\u0131p gelen mavimsi bulutlar kaplamakta. Sessizce tarlalara yay\u0131lan r\u00fczgar, has\u0131r sazlar\u0131na, sayar gibi tek tek dokunup ge\u00e7iyor, \u00f6l\u00fc yapraklar\u0131 dereye do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor. Sabahleyin her yeri \u00e7i\u011f kaplay\u0131nca, dereden otlar\u0131n kokusu yay\u0131l\u0131r \u00e7evreye. Hasattan sonra toprak dinlenmektedir. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden k\u00f6t\u00fc havalar ba\u015flayacak, ya\u011fmurlar dinmeden ya\u011facak, sonra ilk kar yere d\u00fc\u015fecektir. Daha sonra da f\u0131rt\u0131nalar, boralar… Ama \u015fimdilik b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey yok. Her \u015fey sessiz, sakin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fl\u0131 anay\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015fey rahats\u0131z etmemeli. Bak\u0131n i\u015fte durdu. Ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan kenarlar\u0131 iyice k\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerle \u00e7evresine uzun uzun bakt\u0131:
\n– Selam\u00fcnaleyk\u00fcm sevgili tarlam! dedi yava\u015f sesle.
\n-Aleyk\u00fcmselam Tolgonay. Yine geldin demek? G\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, biraz daha ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n bembeyaz olmu\u015f. Aa, baston da kullan\u0131yorsun art\u0131k.
\n-Evet, g\u00fczel topra\u011f\u0131m, ya\u015fland\u0131m. Ee, aradan bir y\u0131l daha ge\u00e7ti ve sen bir hasat daha verdin… Biliyorsun, bug\u00fcn “\u00d6lenleri Anma G\u00fcn\u00fc”.
\n– Biliyorum ve seni bekliyordum Tolgonay, ama bu defa da yaln\u0131z geldin de\u011fil mi?
\n– G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn gibi yaln\u0131z\u0131m, hep yaln\u0131z…
\n– Demek ona hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedin daha?
\n– Hay\u0131r, s\u00f6ylemedim, s\u00f6ylemeye cesaret edemedim.
\n– Ya ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan duyarsa, biri istemeden a\u011fz\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rsa?
\n– Niye s\u00f6ylesinler. Nas\u0131l olsa, vakti gelince \u00f6\u011frenecek. Hem art\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan duyup \u00f6\u011frenebilir. Ama benim i\u00e7in hala k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuktur ve bu y\u00fczden ona ger\u00e7e\u011fi s\u00f6ylemekten \u00e7ok, ama \u00e7ok korkuyorum.
\n– Yine de insan ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenmelidir Tolgonay.
\n– Biliyorum, biliyorum ama, nas\u0131l s\u00f6yleyeyim? Benim bildi\u011fimi, senin bildi\u011fini, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n bildi\u011fini, sevgili toprak anam, yaln\u0131z o bilmiyor. Bunu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi zaman ne olacak? Nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131layacak? Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi nas\u0131l yarg\u0131layacak?
\n…<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Belki bir kitap\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n raflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorsunuzdur, bir kitab\u0131 elinize al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, bir iki sat\u0131r okuyup kitab\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 solu\u011fu koklamak istersiniz. Ya da kitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda parmaklar\u0131n\u0131zla bir gezinti yaparken y\u0131llard\u0131r a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z sayfalar\u0131 a\u00e7mak ister can\u0131n\u0131z, sayfalar\u0131 aralar ve “bir iki sat\u0131r okuyay\u0131m, en son kimbilir ne zaman okumu\u015ftum” dersiniz. Size hemen “merhaba” diyen kitaplar vard\u0131r. Amac\u0131n\u0131z kitab\u0131 okumaya ba\u015flamak […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[248],"tags":[308,96,62,23],"class_list":["post-696","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cesitli","tag-cengiz-aytmatov","tag-edebiyat","tag-ilginc","tag-kitap"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/696","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=696"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/696\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1633,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/696\/revisions\/1633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=696"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=696"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=696"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}