{"id":405,"date":"2009-10-22T15:09:57","date_gmt":"2009-10-22T12:09:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=405"},"modified":"2017-05-11T19:50:01","modified_gmt":"2017-05-11T16:50:01","slug":"bu-bir-tuti-kusunun-hikayesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=405","title":{"rendered":"Bu Bir Tuti Ku\u015funun Hikayesi…"},"content":{"rendered":"

– Nedir bu? Okudu\u011funuz?
\nM\u00fcfit zaten bu sorunun gelece\u011fini biliyor gibiydi
\n– Bu bir Tuti ku\u015funun hikayesi.
\n– Tuti ku\u015fu?
\n– Dudu ku\u015fu ya da me\u015fhur ad\u0131yla papa\u011fan\u2026
\nAsl\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Bilmiyordum\u2026
\nM\u00fcfit, minyat\u00fcr kitab\u0131na sadece birka\u00e7 sat\u0131rla al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bu \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc biliyor gibiydi.
\n– \u00d6yk\u00fcy\u00fc Mevlana anlat\u0131r. Son derece sembolik ve asl\u0131na bakarsan bir o kadar da derin bir \u00f6yk\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nAsl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini minyat\u00fcrden ay\u0131rmad\u0131.
\n– T\u00fcccar\u0131n biri\u2026 Ticaret yapmak \u00fczere Hindistan\u2019a gitmek i\u00e7in haz\u0131rl\u0131k yap\u0131yormu\u015f\u2026 K\u00f6lelerine, hizmet\u00e7ilerine tek tek Hindistan\u2019dan istedikleri bir \u015fey olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sormu\u015f. Hepsine de isteklerini yerine getirece\u011fine dair s\u00f6zler vermi\u015f. En son olarak da evindeki tuti ku\u015funa\u2026 Yani papa\u011fan\u0131na da sormu\u015f\u2026 \u201cHindistan\u2019dan bir \u015fey ister misin?\u201d
\nKu\u015f me\u011fer kafeste ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u00f6zlemini \u00e7ekiyormu\u015f ve t\u00fcccara demi\u015f ki:
\n– Oradaki papa\u011fanlara selam\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yle. Onlara halimi anlat ve de ki \u201cSiz \u00e7ay\u0131rlarda ormanlarda \u00f6zg\u00fcrce geziyorsunuz, ben ise burada kafesteyim\u2026 Benim bu halime bir \u00e7are bulunuz\u2026 E\u011fer \u00e7are bulamazsan\u0131z hi\u00e7 de\u011filse beni \u00e7okca yadedin ki mutlu olay\u0131m\u201d<\/p>\n

\"\u0130nce
\u0130nce parmaklar\u0131yla kitab\u0131n sayfalar\u0131 \u00fczerinde geziniyor, g\u00f6zleriyle minyat\u00fcrlerdeki en ufak ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 bile fark etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Asl\u0131, M\u00fcfit\u2019in anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inde kaybolmu\u015ftu bile\u2026 \u0130nce parmaklar\u0131yla kitab\u0131n sayfalar\u0131 \u00fczerinde geziniyor, g\u00f6zleriyle minyat\u00fcrlerdeki en ufak ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 bile fark etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. M\u00fcfit sakinle\u015ftirici bir ses tonuyla devam etti.
\n– Dilekleri dinleyen t\u00fcccar Hindistan\u2019a varm\u0131\u015f. Bir su kenar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken birka\u00e7 Tuti ku\u015fu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve onlara seslenerek evindeki Tuti ku\u015funun dile\u011fini oldu\u011fu gibi anlatm\u0131\u015f. Ama ku\u015flardan bir tanesi bu s\u00f6zleri duyar duymaz titremi\u015f ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6l\u00fcvermi\u015f. T\u00fcccar, ku\u015fun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne sebep oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle vicdan azab\u0131 i\u00e7inde yoluna devam etmi\u015f. Herkesin hediyelerini alm\u0131\u015f ve memleketine geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f. Hizmet\u00e7ilere, k\u00f6lelere hediyelerini da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rken s\u0131ra papa\u011fana gelince, t\u00fcccar\u0131 bir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc kaplam\u0131\u015f. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yolda rast geldi\u011fi ku\u015fa olanlar akl\u0131na gelmi\u015f ve vicdan azab\u0131 tazelenmi\u015f. Papa\u011fan onun bu haline g\u00f6r\u00fcnce meraklanm\u0131\u015f, olan biteni anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015f. \u201cEfendim! Neden pi\u015fmans\u0131n, neden \u00f6fkelisin?\u201d Efendisi t\u0131pk\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi yolda rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 papa\u011fanlara selam s\u00f6yledi\u011fini ama i\u00e7lerinden bir tanesinin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6l\u00fcverdi\u011fini anlatm\u0131\u015f. Bunu dinleyen papa\u011fan ise t\u0131pk\u0131 t\u00fcccar\u0131n anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ku\u015f gibi titreyip d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve \u00f6l\u00fcvermi\u015f. T\u00fcccar, ba\u015f\u0131na gelen bu ikinci hadisenin ard\u0131ndan ah-vah edip feryat figan i\u00e7indeyken kendi kendine bir a\u011f\u0131t yakm\u0131\u015f \u201cVah benim g\u00fczel sesli ku\u015fum, s\u0131rda\u015f\u0131m, ne\u015fe kayna\u011f\u0131m. Nas\u0131l da yaz\u0131k oldu sana!\u201d B\u00f6yle a\u011flay\u0131p s\u0131zlan\u0131rken \u00f6l\u00fc ku\u015funu kafesinden \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f tam onun i\u00e7in bir g\u00f6mme merasimi yapmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken ku\u015f, canlanm\u0131\u015f ve kanatlan\u0131p u\u00e7uvermi\u015f. Ku\u015f yak\u0131nlardaki y\u00fcksek bir dala gidip konmu\u015f. T\u00fcccar ku\u015funun \u00f6lmedi\u011fini anlay\u0131nca i\u00e7ini bir merak kaplam\u0131\u015f. \u201cBen sana ne anlatt\u0131m, o ku\u015f sana ne \u00f6\u011fretti ki b\u00f6yle bize oyun oynad\u0131n, bug\u00fcne kadar akl\u0131na gelmeyen, ne oldu da akl\u0131na geldi?\u201d demi\u015f. Papa\u011fan bilgi\u00e7 bir tav\u0131rla cevap vermi\u015f. \u201cO ku\u015f, yapt\u0131klar\u0131yla bana ak\u0131l verdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6lerek bana dedi ki
\n– \u201cSeni kafese sokan senin yetene\u011findir. \u00d6yleyse g\u00fczelli\u011fini gizle. E\u011fer tohum olursan b\u00fct\u00fcn ku\u015flar seni yemek ister. Kendine bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak bul, ki o s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak Musa\u2019n\u0131n denizi, \u0130brahim\u2019in ate\u015fi gibi olsun.\u201d
\nDemi\u015f ve t\u00fcccar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f.
\nHikayesini bitiren M\u00fcfit, arkas\u0131na yasland\u0131 ve Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bir soru sormas\u0131n\u0131 bekledi. Asl\u0131, sakince sa\u00e7lar\u0131 iyice k\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, bilgeli\u011fi her halinden belli olan hocas\u0131na bakt\u0131 ve sadece
\n– Ve?
\nDiyebildi. M\u00fcfit hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu:
\n– Do\u011fu \u00f6yk\u00fcleri gizemlidir ama, illa ki k\u0131ssadan bir hisse verir okuyucusuna.
\nDedi. \u0130\u015fte Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n merak\u0131n\u0131 uyand\u0131ran bir c\u00fcmle.
\n– Nedir o hisse?
\n…
\nOkulun bah\u00e7esinde, merakl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerden ka\u00e7mak ister gibi y\u00fcr\u00fcrken sanat tarihi hocas\u0131 M\u00fcfit\u2019in s\u00f6zleri Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kulaklar\u0131nda yank\u0131land\u0131. Koltu\u011funun alt\u0131ndaki kitaba s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hen\u00fcz hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmedi\u011fi \u00dcsk\u00fcpl\u00fc \u0130hsan Efendi\u2019nin bezedi\u011fi kitab\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yordu. M\u00fcfit\u2019in anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 hayal d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda yeni pencereler a\u00e7an Asl\u0131\u2019y\u0131 derinden etkilemi\u015fti. Sanki y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcyor, zoraki bir \u015fekilde s\u00fcr\u00fckleniyordu. Asl\u0131 itiraz etmi\u015fti. \u201cBu kitap \u00e7ok de\u011ferli. B\u00f6yle de\u011ferli bir \u015feyi \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 almam do\u011fru olmaz.\u201d Ama M\u00fcfit, Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kitab\u0131 uzun uzun incelemeyi ne kadar \u00e7ok isteyebilece\u011fini tahmin ediyordu ve \u201cOna iyi bakaca\u011f\u0131na eminim\u201d diyerek \u0131srar etmi\u015fti.
\n\u0130nsan bedeni ilgin\u00e7tir. Kaslar kendili\u011finden hareket ederler, g\u00f6zler evin yolunu ya da yap\u0131lacak bir i\u015fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye gerek kalmadan bulabilirler. Okulun son senesinde, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n bahara \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde, Asl\u0131 bir ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc okulundan bu duygularla ve bu halde uzakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Belki m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yordu kendi kendine. K\u0131ssadan bir hisse \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131yd\u0131 elbette. Ama neydi?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

– Nedir bu? Okudu\u011funuz? M\u00fcfit zaten bu sorunun gelece\u011fini biliyor gibiydi – Bu bir Tuti ku\u015funun hikayesi. – Tuti ku\u015fu? – Dudu ku\u015fu ya da me\u015fhur ad\u0131yla papa\u011fan\u2026 Asl\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. – Bilmiyordum\u2026 M\u00fcfit, minyat\u00fcr kitab\u0131na sadece birka\u00e7 sat\u0131rla al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bu \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc biliyor gibiydi. – \u00d6yk\u00fcy\u00fc Mevlana anlat\u0131r. Son derece sembolik ve asl\u0131na bakarsan bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[248],"tags":[64,11],"class_list":["post-405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cesitli","tag-oyku","tag-sifir-dedigimde"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=405"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/405\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":410,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/405\/revisions\/410"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}