{"id":1122,"date":"2012-06-18T10:34:26","date_gmt":"2012-06-18T07:34:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=1122"},"modified":"2017-05-11T23:57:05","modified_gmt":"2017-05-11T20:57:05","slug":"nihilist-mi-varoluscu-mu-holden-caulfield","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/?p=1122","title":{"rendered":"Nihilist mi, varolu\u015f\u00e7u mu: Holden Caulfield."},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"width: 250px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/madamepickwickartblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/06\/holden1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"200\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Holden Caulfield.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p><em>&#8230; Hep o lanet arabalar\u0131n\u0131n mil ba\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7 litre benzin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bahseden herifler. Golfte, ya da ping pong gibi salak bir oyunda size yenildikleri i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuk gibi k\u0131zan herifler. \u00c7ok ters herifler. \u00c7ok s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 herifler. Hi\u00e7 kitap okumayan herifler. -Ama, bu konuda \u00e7ok dikkatli olmal\u0131y\u0131m. Yani, baz\u0131 heriflere s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 demek konusunda. Bu s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 herifleri hi\u00e7 anlam\u0131yorum. Ger\u00e7ekten hi\u00e7 anlam\u0131yorum. Elkton Hills&#8217;teyken, iki ay kadar, Harris Macklin denen o \u00e7ocukla ayn\u0131 odada kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00c7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 filan bir \u00e7ocuktu, ama hayatta tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m en s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 heriflerden biriydi. Felaket kafa \u00fct\u00fcleyici bir ses tonu vard\u0131, onu susturmak, resmen olanaks\u0131zd\u0131. Durmadan konu\u015furdu, i\u015fin korkun\u00e7 taraf\u0131, her \u015feyden \u00f6nce, ondan duymak istedi\u011finiz bir s\u00f6z \u00e7\u0131kmazd\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan, \u0130yi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131, tek bir \u015fey vard\u0131. <\/em><em>Bu lanet herif, hayatta duydu\u011fum en iyi \u0131sl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltirken, dolaba bir \u015fey asarken -her \u015feyini dolaba asard\u0131 hep, bu da beni hasta ederdi- durmadan \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alard\u0131, o kafa \u00fct\u00fcleyici ses tonuyla konu\u015fmuyorsa e\u011fer. Klasik z\u0131mb\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 bile \u0131sl\u0131kla \u00e7alabilirdi, ama co\u011fu zaman caz par\u00e7alar\u0131 \u00e7alard\u0131. &#8220;Tin Roof Blues&#8221; gibi \u00e7ok cazl\u0131 \u015feyleri \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ve rahat bir bi\u00e7imde -tam da dolaba bir \u015fey asarken- \u00e7alar, siz de, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131na biterdiniz. Tabii, ona hi\u00e7bir zaman, felaket iyi bir \u0131sl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc filan hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylemedim. Yani, birine gidip, &#8220;Ne m\u00fcthi\u015f \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131yorsun,&#8221; diyemezsiniz, de\u011fil mi? S\u0131rf, duydu\u011fum en iyi, en m\u00fcthi\u015f \u0131sl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in ona iki ay katland\u0131m, beni delirtecek kadar can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde. Yani, bu s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 herifleri anlayam\u0131yorum. Bu y\u00fczden, k\u0131yak bir k\u0131z onlarla evlenmi\u015fse, belki de pek \u00fcz\u00fclmemeniz gerek. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu, pek kimseyi incitmiyor, belki de bunlar\u0131n hepsi felaket iyi \u0131sl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 filand\u0131rlar. Kim bilir? Ne bileyim?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>J.D.Salinger &#8211; \u00c7avdar Tarlas\u0131nda \u00c7ocuklar (The Catcher In The Rye) &#8216;dan&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230; Hep o lanet arabalar\u0131n\u0131n mil ba\u015f\u0131na ka\u00e7 litre benzin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bahseden herifler. Golfte, ya da ping pong gibi salak bir oyunda size yenildikleri i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuk gibi k\u0131zan herifler. \u00c7ok ters herifler. \u00c7ok s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 herifler. Hi\u00e7 kitap okumayan herifler. -Ama, bu konuda \u00e7ok dikkatli olmal\u0131y\u0131m. Yani, baz\u0131 heriflere s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 demek konusunda. Bu s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 herifleri hi\u00e7 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[248],"tags":[405,96,75,402,80,403,68,194,404],"class_list":["post-1122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cesitli","tag-birey","tag-edebiyat","tag-elestiri","tag-j-d-sallinger","tag-kultur","tag-nihilizm","tag-roman","tag-toplum","tag-varolusculuk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1122"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1122\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2108,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1122\/revisions\/2108"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gokhanyorgancigil.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}